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      Published: 2017-06-30 Updated: 2017-08-04 Chapters: 11/? Words: 14592
****** Property of Liam Dunbar ******
by B_A_1
***** Chapter 1 *****
Chapter Summary
     Liam Dunbar x Brett Talbot.
     "Say yes" I asked Liam, he looked at me confused "Say 'yes' to what"
     he frowns. I smile from ear to ear "Just say it and you'll find out."
     {}{}{}
     Liam Dunbar, eighteen years old, senior in high school. Brett Talbot,
     nineteen years old, senior in high school. New school, new town. New
     feelings.
     Liam's confused of his sexual orientation, but Brett knows how he
     really feels about him. All hell broke out with just, one kiss.
     P. S. THIS IS NOT BASED ON TEEN WOLF SERIES!!!
                               {liam_dunbar_pov}
In two weeks school starts again. Which means a new high school.
Being a new kid you have to catch up on things. Since I'm going to be a senior
this year I have to choose new courses that's required for me to graduate.
My single mom moves from job-to-job and gets promotions so we move a lot. I
hate moving because I always have to make new friends and when I have to move
again it's hard saying goodbye to them.
We moved about five times in the past three years, different states or
different towns in a state. Arizona, California, Neveda, back to Phoenix, and
now Georgia.
I'm hoping we stay here in Georgia because I love how it's green and the
forest. And it's quiet too. We moved into Georgia about a week ago, and I want
to stay until I graduate high school then I can go to college. But I know it's
not going to happen, we always move.
My goal this year is to not make as much friends like I did at my last school.
Maybe two, three friends and that's it.
"Liam what do you want for dinner" my mom asked as she walked into my new room.
"Pizza" I answered not taking my eyes off my phone's screen.
"We had that yesterday" she sits on my bed next to my feet, I finally look up
at her from my phone. She looked tired with thin wrinkles on her forehead and
aging marks under her blue eyes. Her blonde hair stopped at her shoulders. I
look nothing like my mom except my eyes, I have brown short hair, blue eyes,
and I was short. Mom is tall.
"Yeah so. At least you don't have to cook" I raise up and sit back against my
head board.
"You do have a point. I guess I'll order pizza then" she stands up and walks to
my door then stop and turned around to look at me. "Tomorrow we'll go shopping
for your school supplies and new clothes" she turns back around and leaves
downstairs.
I groan and lay back down. She does that every time we move before school
starts, shopping for new things and ends up getting unnecessary things that I
don't need.
I need to get out of this house. I put on my black beat up converse and grab my
phone from my bed and slip it into my front pocket.
I skip steps going down "Mom call or text me when the pizza is here, I'm going
out to look around the neighborhood" I leave out the front door and walk down
the sidewalk.
The neighborhood was quiet but kids were playing outside, either playing in the
sprinklers, riding bikes, or throwing a ball around.
The bright sun was beginning to set behind the trees and mountains.
My phone buzzes in my right front pocket, I stop walking and pull out my phone.
 
 
Mom
Foods here
 
 
I put my phone back in my pocket and make my way back home.
"Hey" I look around to see where the voice was coming from, "Over here" the
voice was louder this time.
I look across the street and a guy was waving his arms in the air trying to get
my attention. I frown, confused to why he was calling me.
"You live around here" he asked walking off his porch and onto the sidewalk
across the street from me.
"No I don't live here" I said sarcastically and rolled my eyes, he frowns "Yes
I live around here" I said more politely.
"Okay. I'm new around here and I wanted to look around town, do you know any
good places to eat at" he asked and puts his hands in his pockets.
He has blonde hair and blue eyes.
"No, I just moved here about a week ago" I shrugged my shoulders. "Damn, but
thanks anyway" he turns back to his house.
I continue to walk "Hey, what's your name?" He yelled, I turn to look at him
"Liam" I yell.
"I'm Brett" he yells back.
 
He closes his front door and I turn a corner to my house.
 
***** Chapter 2 *****
Chapter Notes
     So chapter is up! Next chapter will tell why he moved away.
     {bt} or {ld} means time lapse.
                              {brett_talbot_pov}
I have no idea what to do around here. We move and my mom expects me to go out
and have fun.
I ignored her and went up to my room. I don't know anybody here to have fun
with or a fun place to be at.
We moved here two days ago and she expects me to make friends with people in
town. The only person that I actually interacted with since we got here was
that Liam kid that lives in the neighborhood.
But he seemed like a snouty hothead. A cute one at that.
I change out of my clothes and lay on my bed. I get on my phone for the rest of
the night until I fell asleep.
 
 
{bt}
 
I roll over in my bed and the morning sun beams hit me in the eyes. I groan and
turn my head away from the window. I open my eyes a few seconds later to check
the time is on my phone, 8 o'clock AM.
I leave my room and walk downstairs to the kitchen, I look in the fridge and
there was no milk for cereal or eggs for breakfast.
 
"Mom! There's nothing to eat" I yelled, there was no answer. I hit my forehead
realizing she went to walk last and doesn't get home 'til later.
"I guess I'll go get something to eat in town" I mumbled to myself. I walk back
upstairs and brushed my teeth and got dressed. Jean shorts, an open side tank
top, and toms. I grab my cars and keys. I leave the houses and lock the door
behind me.
I get in my car and drive around looking for a Starbucks. Once I found one I
parked my car and got out.
There was this long line, I stood in it for quite awhile on my phone. When it
was my turn to order I got a muffin and a coffee. I sat at a table waiting for
my order.
"Brett" they called, I get up from my table and make my way toward the counter
where they had my coffee and muffin. I grab my muffin and coffee, I turn around
and see a boy sitting at my table, looking down at his phone. I walk over to
him.
"Excuse me, but you're sitting at my table" the boy looks up at me. It was Liam
from yesterday. I'm not going to lie he was cute, honesty.
"Oh, sorry. Wait you're Brett right?" He points at me, "Yeah you're Liam" I
just really wanted him to get out of my seat.
He gets up and I sit where he was sitting, he continued to stand in front of me
"I'm sorry but do you mind if I sit with you" he asked. I shook my head and got
on my phone, he sat down across from me.
It was quiet between us no one wanted to talk. "What school are you going to" I
asked to break the awkward silence at this table. "I honestly don't know, my
mom picks whatever school is the closes" he shrugs his shoulders. "What about
you" he asked "It's a prep high school, but I don't remember what it's called
though" I frowned.
It fell into silence again. It was awkward. "When did you move here" he asked
leaning back in his chair, "Three days ago" I answered.
"I hate moving," he said shaking his head "my mom and I move so much it
irritates me. We never stay in one place for too long" he said.
"What? Does your mom kill people or something" I chuckle, he laughs throwing
his head back. His Adam's apple goes up and down. "No my mom doesn't kill
people it's just her work" he smiled showing his white straight teeth.
I smile too "My mom wants me to go around town and have fun. But I told her I
don't know this area so how am I suppose to have fun." I shook my head, "Same,
I really don't want to make friends because if we move again it's going to be
hard saying goodbye to them" he shrugging his shoulders and played with his
phone case.
"How many times have you moved?" I frowned and put my arms over my chest. He
counted on his fingers "About five times" he nodded his head.
"Where was you last home at" I asked narrowing my eyes at him, this kid moves
from place to place and can't even have friend because he can't say bye to
them. Sad.
"Arizona, you?" He wobbles his legs side to side lightly. "Oregon" I sit up
straight. I grab my muffin and take a bit and sip my coffee.
Once again it fell silent but this time not as awkward. I look down at my phone
and check what time it was. My mom should be home right about now.
"Why did you move here" he asked me, "I don't want to talk about it" I said
looking away from him. "Sorry" he apologized, "It's okay" I reassured him.
"This is the first time I ever moved to another place" I hold up one finger,
thinking about it makes me upset "Lucky" he smiled.
He had an amazing smile, his smile makes me want to smile too.
My phone does a tone, telling me I got a text. I look down at my phone, it's my
mom. I unlock the screen.
 
 
Mom
I need you to go grocery shopping so come home so I can give you the money
 
 
Me
Why didn't you go grocery shopping on your way home
 
 
Mom
Tired just come home
 
 
Me
I'm with someone right now
 
 
Mom
Boy? Girl?
 
 
Me
Boy.... I'll tell you later
 
 
Mom
Come home now
 
 
"Well, I'm gotta go" I stood up from the table and put my phone in my back
pocket. I grab my muffin and coffee.
"Okay, I'll see you around then" he said "Yeah I'll see ya" I smile at him then
leave the store.
I unlock my car and get inside. I place my coffee in the cup holder and held my
muffin until I got home.
Liam's a nice guy. I hope I do see him again.
***** Chapter 3 *****
Chapter Notes
     Sorry there's no Liam in this chapter but this was more of a filler
     about Brett.
                                 {brett_talbot}
I made it home with the groceries my mom wanted me to get.
"Brett, honey. I don't want you to make friends with boys, make friends with
girls this year" she said as I walked into kitchen with bags of food.
"How are you going to tell me, who to be friends with" I raised my voice at
her. "I can, because if you start liking him we'll have to move again. Remember
last time?" She crossed her arms over her chest.
"That was different. We were actually dating and his dad found out about us." I
said "Yeah and you were suppose to stay away from him, but you didn't. So we
moved away from there" she started to put away the rest of the groceries.
"But we didn't need to move a state though, we could have moved to a different
city" I yelled at her.
"Don't raise your voice at me" she said sternly. "Mom, we were dating for eight
months and nobody knew about it but Brittany" I narrowed my eyes at her in
anger. "Plus I'm bi mom, I could like a girl, are going to stop me from dating
her? No, you won't, because it's not a guy" I yelled sarcastically.
"Brett you need to calm down" she raised her voice, "No I won't calm down
because I'm tired of all this bullshit-" "Hey" "about you telling me to make
friends in town, go have fun. And when I find a friend, a guy friend you don't
want me to be friend's with them. And this friend I made, his name is Liam and
he's cool and a nice person and he's new around here also. And I'm going to
continue to see him as a friend" I yelled at her.
"I seriously don't want you to" she shakes her head "You know what fuck this,
forget it I'm leaving" I grab my car keys "Brett! Where you going" she yelled
after me but I was out the door.
I get in my car and drive around the neighborhood and found a park. I found a
parking spot and sat there thinking.
My last boyfriend, Cole, was great. We did everything together, we told each
other everything.
A drop falls down on my pants, and I realize I'm crying. I wipe my face and get
out. I walk to the field next to the playground.
I lay down on the grass and inhale the fresh cut grass smell. I shut my eyes.
"Brett," I turn and see Cole trying to walk towards me but the crowd of
students were getting in his way.
Cole looked so cute with his short blonde quiff, thick but thin eyebrows, blue
eyes, and how taller he was to me.
"Yeah" I smiled to him as he finally reached me. "You need to tell your ex
girlfriend, Brittany, to back the fuck off, she has been sending me threats and
talking crap about us" he angrily said.
I wipe my smile right off my face "Okay I'll talk to her" I nod my head. He
smiles lightly and grazes my hand with his.
We didn't want to show our love toward each other in school because it's like
one of those schools that don't tolerate gay couples or just gays period. So,
we just graze each other's hands while we're in school.
I just wanted to kiss him senseless because he was so freaking adorable when he
was mad. But if I did, he would probably be angry with me for doing that in
front of everybody in school.
So I whispered in his ear, "How would you feel if I kissed right now in front
of the school" he turns to look at me and smile.
"Deep down inside me I want that, but at the same time I don't" his smile
falters. I nod my head understanding, "Maybe during lunch we could have a make
out session behind the bleachers" he gave me his boyish smirk, I smirk back at
him.
I graze his hand one last time before we parted ways.
As I walk to my next period, someone bumped into me making me stumble forward.
I turn around about to tell that person off, but then I realize it was
Brittany.
"Brett, I want to get back with you baby" she touched my chest, "It's not going
to happen. We haven't been together for eight months. And you need to leave
Cole alone, leaveusalone. I moved on from you, so you need to move on as well.
Remember you're the one who break up with me because you wanted to be with
someone else, yeah I was upset for about week but I've moved on." I take her
hand off my chest "What happened to the guy you were seeing, you cheat on him
too". She scoffs and rolls her eyes.
"No we broke up" she places a hand on her right hip.
"Can I ask you a question" she asked wrapping her arms around her books against
her chest.
"What is it" I asked rolling my eyes and turning around to walk away "Are you
bisexual or just gay for Cole" she walked beside me, I looked down at her.
"Bi" I walk upstairs to my class. She doesn't follow me upstairs.
 
{bt}
 
We met up under the bleachers.
I bring Cole closer to me as he placed his hands on my neck. We talked for a
bit about anything until it turned into a full on make out session. I had my
hands on his hips as I leaned my butt against a horizontal pole. I kissed his
jawline to his neck.
Cole stood between my legs. "I wish we didn't have to hide around school. I
feel like I'm some big secret that no one can know about" he leaned his
forehead against mine.
"I know," I hold his chin up so I could kiss his lips. I stuck my tongue in his
mouth and he moaned.
"You know I love you right" I breathed against his face "I love you too" we
both smile and I stand up.
I lean up slightly so my lips touched his. I turn him around so his butt leaned
against the pole as a seat. I go between his legs and wrap my fingers in his
hair. I peck his lips twice until lingering them there a second.
His hands go inside my shirt, his cold fingers touch my stomach, making me
tense up under his touch.
We both moan into each other's mouths.
"I can't believe we've been together for eight months" I smiled against his
lips and he smiled back. "I know it's exciting" he placed a hand on my cheek.
I kiss his nose and lips. I kiss down his jaw and neck. I suck on his neck not
leaving a mark. I hear giggling on the right of me.
I look up and it was Brittany recording us. I pull away from Cole "What the
fuck are you doing Brittany" walk towards her. She backs away smiling "I posted
the video up on social media and I sent it to your mom and Cole's dad." She
smiled devilishly.
"You bitch! Do you know what you just did?! You just ruined our lives" I yelled
at her.
She shrugs her shoulders and walks away. I wanted to chase after her and pull
her back by her hair and sock her in the face.
"I am so sor-" "It's okay, it was about time we got caught" Cole grabbed my
hand. I give him a sad smile and we went back inside the school.
My phone rings inside my front pocket. I open my eyes, I must have fallen
asleep. I look around and it was dark outside. I take my phone out of my front
pocket.
"Hello" I answer rubbing my eyes "Brett it's time to come home now" mom said.
"Alright" I hang up and stood up.
I walk to my car and start it up.
***** Chapter 4 *****
Chapter Notes
See the end of the chapter for notes
                                 {liam_dunbar}
Two weeks later
I woke up to my alarm screaming get up. I slid my lock screen turning off the
alarm, I put it back on my side dresser and turned my head to go back to sleep.
But something deep down inside me told me don't go back sleep get up and get
dressed.
I push myself up on my bed with a groan. I walk to my bathroom, I look in the
mirror and I had light normal bags under my eyes. I brush my teeth and wash my
face.
I pull out some blue jeans from my drawer and a plain navy blue shirt. I pull
some socks on my feet and my old black converse. Grabbing my phone, backpack
and keys I leave my room and down the stairs.
The smell of eggs and bacon aroma hit my nostrils like a punch.
When I entered the kitchen she was standing over the stove cooking the eggs.
"This smells delicious mom" I take a seat at the bar, "Thank you. Here's your
schedule..." She hands me a white paper. Let's see what classes she got me.
 
Period 1: Advanced Physical Education
Period 2: Pre-Calculus
Period 3: US Government
Period 4: Senior English
Period 5: Lunch
Period 6: Human Anatomy & Physiology
Period 7: Spanish 3-4
 
Ugh, Spanish 3-4. I took Spanish 1-2 my freshman year now I need to do Spanish
3-4 for me to be in an In-State University. I hate Spanish, I can't speak
Spanish words but I know how to read it.
"Are you excited about the new school year?" She asked smiling at me as she put
food on my plate.
I really wasn't excited about the new school year like I usually was. "No" I
said not really caring, she looks at me and frowns.
"Why not Liam" she came around the bar and sat next to me, "Because mom we move
all the time and I don't have long time friends. And I always have to start
over every time." I ate all my food and grabbed my bag.
"I know honey, maybe this will be the last stop for us" she rubbed my left arm
soothingly "yeah, you said that last time but we still moved. And that's a
little maybe" I turn and leave the house.
I leave out the front door and drive to this new school, that my mom put me in.
When I arrived to the school, I put this little parking permit hanger sign up
on my rear view mirror. There was a this huge line of cars going into the
school.
"Now I gotta wait" my hand drops from the steering wheel as I was waiting for
the line of cars to move forward.
Three minutes later the cars were moving and I was in the school's parking lot.
I park the car and get out.
I walk to the school and look down at my schedule. Advanced Physical Education.
My mom picked my classes, and since I'm doing lacrosse she picked a class for
me to work out for sports. Great. Hint the sarcasm.
The bell rang for first period and I wasn't even close to the class. I run to
the gym area.
I walk in the room and the teacher turns to me "Your late" he said. "I'm sorry,
I couldn't find the class" half of that was true and the other half was that I
didn't want to come in.
"Well don't make a habit of it. Just take a seat anywhere" I look around, it
wasn't really a classroom with desks and a whiteboard. It was a weight room
with glass mirrors on every wall and water fountains.
There was girls too taking this weight class for sports. Some of the girls
seemed sporty and some didn't. Guys on the other hand looked like they played
sports; football (stocky and slender boys), baseball (slender yet built boys),
golf (slender), basketball (tall), track (lean muscular), soccer (average),
wrestling (stocky), and then lacrosse (average but muscular).
I find an empty spot next to a boy on the bench press and set my backpack down
in front of me.
The teacher introduced his name and the other teacher introduced himself as
well. Coach Dickinson and Coach Spencer.
They took roll call, I was in Coach Spencer's class. Coach Dickinson called a
name I did not expect to hear in this class ever.
Brett Talbot.My eyes go wide.
"Here" Brett said announcing himself, I look around and he was sitting on the
floor with his legs stretched out in front of him and he leaned back, his hands
supporting his upper body. He sat next to the treadmills with other people.
He catches me looking at him and he gives me a light smile and a little wave I
wave back awkwardly, I look back at the teacher. What the hell? I thought.
"Okay my class go on the other side of the room and give the name of sport you
are doing. If you're not doing a sport you need to change out of this class
because this a class for those who want to get better and prevent injuries from
happening in their sport. If you want to just build muscle, and not be in a
sport this is the wrong class for you." Coach Dickinson explained the rules for
the class and so on.
I'm still thinking about how Brett is at this school. I swear, I thought I
heard him say the name of his prep high school name. Did he say the name? I
think back to the day in Starbucks.
 
"What school are you going to" He asked to break the awkward silence at the
table. "I honestly don't know, my mom picks whatever school is the closes" I
shrug my shoulders. "What about you" I asked "It's a prep high school, but I
don't remember what it's called though" He frowned.
 
Crap! He didn't say the name.I thought to myself.
Dickinson's class went to the other side of the room. I look over and Brett
walks to where his class was going, he doesn't look over at me back he was
smiling from ear to ear.
My teacher, Coach Spencer, calls students up to him in alphabetical order and
asks for their sport they do then sit back down. He calls me and I tell him
lacrosse.
Coach Spencer looked young maybe in his mid-twenties. Blonde hair, brown eyes,
stubble beard, and slim built.
When I finished telling him my sport I sit back down on the bench press.
When both classes finished. There was like over forty people in this class,
that's why there's two teachers.
"Okay for the rest of the class period you can socialize among yourselves"
Coach Dickinson said.
I feel a tap on my shoulder, I look up and it was Brett. He sits next to me on
the bench press "I didn't know you were at this school" he said setting his bag
on the floor. Dude, I didn't even know I was going to this prep high school. I
thought to myself.
"I didn't know you were coming to this school also" I scoot away so I wasn't so
close to him.
"What sport are doing" I asked, "I'm doing football and lacrosse what about
you" he turns his body so he's facing me completely. "I'm doing lacrosse" I nod
my head.
"How're you liking this place so for" I turn so I faced him too "I'm liking it,
it's weird not knowing people though. I used to have so many friends back at
home" he shrugged his shoulders then was thinking.
"How about you" he taps my knee in a friendly way. That wasn't strange at all.
Did you get the hint of sarcasm? I am being so rude for no reason.
"Eh, it's alright it's kinda boring staying in the house and doing nothing but
being on my phone" I pick at my jeans.
Brett was wearing blue jeans with a red collared shirt and red vans.
The school bell ringed ending first period "What class you got next" he asked
me "I got Pre-Calc. next with Ms. Alan" I said as I pulled out my schedule from
my pocket. "Cool we're in the same class" he smiled.
Dude! Are you fucking kidding me, was this destined to happen? I thought. We
find our class, I sit in the back and Brett sits begin me in the back. I don't
mean to be rude about Brett it's just this a HUGE coincidence for this to
happen. Just like the at Starbucks.
 
{ld}
 
It was fifth lunch time and Brett has the same period lunch. The only class
periods I have with him so far is 1st, 2nd, and 5th.
I grab my lunch and sit in any empty spot. I was eating my lunch when a random
kid comes and sits next to me with his lunch. "Hi, I'm Mason Hewitt you looked
like you were kind of a loner sitting by yourself" he holds out a hand for me
to shake.
I shake his hand "Liam Dunbar, and I'm not sitting by myself a friend is coming
to sit with me" I continue to eat my food.
Mason was black, hair in a short mohawk, red shirt, jeans, and converse. He's
nice to come and sit with me.
Brett comes and sits across from me "Hi I'm Mason Hewitt" he holds out his hand
to Brett, Brett looks at me confused wondering who this kid is then back at
Mason. He shakes his hand "Brett Talbot" he digs into his food. Mason had this
look on his face as watched Brett's every move. What the hell?
"You guys new" he asked both of us "Yeah" we said in unison "Maybe I could show
you guys around sometime" he offered. I look over at Brett thinking he's going
to give me an answer telepathically but nothing.
"Sure why not" I smiled at Mason.
 
{ld}
 
I drive home from school, I found out Brett and Mason are in my last class. So
far I have two friends and that's it. We all exchanged numbers.
I walk into my house and mom wasn't home yet. A home to myself, good.
Chapter End Notes
     I know, I know this chapter is very very boring.
***** Chapter 5 *****
Chapter Notes
See the end of the chapter for notes
                                 {liam_dunbar}
I walk into my empty house. I toss my backpack on my couch and walk to the
kitchen to grab a snack.
My phone vibrates in my pocket, I grab an apple then pull my phone out.
 
Brett
You wanna hang? Practice a little bit of lacrosse at the park?
 
Me
Sure in an hour I gotta do Pre-Calc homework right now
 
Brett
Alright, could I come over so you could help me with that
 
I think about it for a second, should I let him come over? Or tell him no? But
I don't want to seem rude about it.
 
Me
Sure I'll help you come on over
 
I grab my bag from the living room, and sit down on the couch. I kick my shoes
off, I pull my bag onto my lap and  take out my math homework.
The door bell rings, I get up and walk over to it. I open it up and Brett was
standing there with his lacrosse stick and backpack.
"Hey thanks for letting me come over" he said stepping further into my house.
His hand grazes against mine, just a little touch by his hand sent tingles up
my arm.
It wasn't a hurting tingle but it a good kind of tingle and I kinda want to
feel that again. I realize right now that this is the first time we've ever
touched skin to skin.
Brett looks at me when his hand grazed mine, he stared at me like he wanted to
do something to me, but it wasn't a mean look though.
His stare was making me hot and uncomfortable. "What" I said breaking his stare
from me, he blinked a couple of times then shook his head "Nothing."
I shut the front door and led him to the living room. "You don't do your
homework at the table" he asked standing between the living room and the
kitchen.
"Nah," I sit down in the living room and he sits at the kitchen table.
A few minutes pass and I feel bad for letting him sit at the kitchen table
alone. I grab my stuff and walk to the table where he was, I sit on his left
side next to him at the table. He looks up at me and smiles.
"What made you come over here all of a sudden" his smile grows bigger "You were
making me feel bad for leaving you alone" I said setting my stuff down on the
table.
He shakes his head and continues to do his math homework. He asked for help a
few times about some math equations and I helped him.
"Was I acting like a jerk to you today, I felt like I was" I asked out of no
where  he stops doing an equation and turns his attention to me. He shrugs his
shoulders "I don't know. If you were, that's messed up because I have been
really nice to you" he sets his pencil down in his Pre-Calc book.
"I'm just going to say I'm sorry if I was because I felt like I was being rude
and mean to you, so yeah, I'm sorry" I apologized to him.
He places his left hand on my right shoulder and squeezed it "Apology accepted"
for a moment the air changed and it was serious. We just stared at each other
not breaking eye contact.
We both clear our throats and get back to work. We did our homework in silence,
all you could hear was tapping from our calculators.
"I forgot how to do this part" he points to his paper, I get up to fully see
his paper. I rest my elbow on the top of the back of his chair and lean
forward.
I explain how to do the equation to him.
I corrected him on some stuff, he kept messing up on some things that was easy
and it was getting me mad. So I took a deep breath to calm done, when I did I
could smell his hair products and it smelled wonderful.
Like lavender fabric softener, also I could smell his cologne. I took a couple
of more inhales, I wanted to bury my nose in his hair and clothes.
I shook my head lightly then sat down.
When we finished our homework after an hour of doing it we grabbed our lacrosse
sticks and walked to the neighborhood park down the street.
We tossed it to each other for a while then did a competition of who can hit
the can the most. It end up being a tie. It was getting hot and sweaty, so we
took our shirts off. We continued to hit cans.
Brett's abs glistened in the sun from sweat and they looked...good. Seriously
Liam? Good? What're you gay?
We sit down on the grass panting "That was fun" Brett said sitting beside me on
the grass sweaty "Yeah that was" I was out of breath and tired.
There was a cool breeze and it felt great on my exposed chest. I shut my eyes,
"You want to do this again tomorrow" I asked him "Yeah" he smiles at me.
We stayed a little longer then we grabbed our sticks and headed to my house.
It was getting kind of dark out "I think I'm gonna go home now" he said as we
got to my house driveway, his parked car in the front.
"Why did you drive, you literally live down the street from me" I point down
the street "I didn't feel like walking" he smiled and got in his car. He
started it up then rolled down his window, "Tomorrow maybe you can come to my
house to do homework" he said as my mom drove up the drive way.
She parks the car and gets out "Why don't you have a shirt on" she asked me "We
were practicing lacrosse and it got hot" I explained, she nods her head.
"Hi, what's your name" she smiles down at him.
"I'm Brett Talbot" he holds out his hand for her to shake "I don't shake hands
sweetie, I give hugs" she said "Mom seriously he needs to go home" I said
through gritted teeth.
"It's okay" he parks his car but keeps the engine going. He gets out and he
towers over my mom, "You're shirtless too" she narrowed her eyes at him and me
"Yeah" I said and we both looked at each other, "I'm sorry if I'm sweaty, Mrs.
Dunbar" he wraps his arms around her body and she does the same to him. "No
need for the misses, just miss" she corrected him. He nods his head then looks
over at me and raises his eyebrows.
"What school are you going to" she asked him as he leaned against his car "The
same school as Liam" he points to me, he looks over at me and smiles. Mom
follows his stare and smiles.
"You guys met at school today" she smiled at me "No, we met two weeks before
school started" he kept his eyes on me.
"Oh, well I'll let you go home then" she walks next to me and wraps her arm
around my waist.
He gets inside his car and puts it in reverse "See you later Liam" he drives
down the street and disappears.
Mom and I go inside "He likes you Liam" she sets her work things down on the
kitchen table, "He's not gay mom, I caught him checking out a girl during
lunch" I said.
"Then he's bi because I saw the way he was looking at you right now. He was
eating you up with his eyes in a sexual way" she turns and looks at me. "Mom
that is so gross, and he was not looking at me like that. If he was, don't you
think I would have noticed." I said narrowing my eyes at her.
"Yeah because you're oblivious to it" she laughs "I'm not gay just to let you
know" I shrug my shoulders.
"If you are gay, I don't care because I know one day the person you love will
love you back just as much. And you will still be my son in the end" she walks
over to me and gives me a hug.
"Plus, if you and Brett got together. That would be amazing and make me the
happiest mother in the world" she whispered in my ear "Why" I frown "Because
you guys would make the cutest, sexiest, and adorable couple ever." She holds
me at arms length, I roll my eyes at her.
"I'm not gay mom" I said leaving her in the kitchen and going up to my room.
Chapter End Notes
     If he only knew what we knew. ;) Comment below, you know, do your
     thang.
***** Chapter 6 *****
                                 {liam_dunbar}
I dress out in my gym clothes in the boys locker room. I put my shirt over my
head and catch Brett looking at me from across the locker room while closing up
his things.
I leave the locker room and go into the weight room. I grab my workout paper
and do what's first. Bar squats.
I tell Brett to spot me. We add some weight to the bar. I put the bar behind my
back on my shoulders, he helps me lift the bar off the racks and backs up to
give me room to squat down.
I go down once then a second time. I look in the mirror to look at Brett and he
was looking down at my butt. Wait what?I continue to squat. And he kept looking
at my butt, I feel so violated but I smiled to myself.
When I finished he helped me put the bar back on the racks. "What're you
looking at" I said getting out from under the bar. "Nothing" he shakes his head
and goes to do a different workout.
I narrow my eyes at his back as he walked away. Was my mom right about him?
Nah, she doesn't know what she's talking about.
When class was over I asked him if he was "Brett, I don't want to make this
weird or uncomfortable okay" we walked to the boys locker room sweaty. Our hair
matted to our foreheads.
"What is it" we walk inside the locker room, and it was hot too. "Are you gay
or bi" I whispered to him.
He looked away from me then met my eyes "Yes, I'm...bi" he whispered back. "Why
didn't you tell me" I whispered through gritted teeth.
We walked to his locker "Because I didn't know how you'll react" he pull off
his shirt over his head. "What did you think I was going to go around telling
everybody that you like guys and girls. I would never do that" I shake my head.
I prop my arm up against his locker. "Yes exactly, that's why I didn't want to
say anything. But now that you know please don't tell anyone" he takes off his
shorts and was in his boxers.
"I don't care if you are bi. And I won't tell anyone I promise" I give him a
small smile. "Are a closeted gay" I asked, I realize what I said and face palm
myself.
"Actually I'm not, I just don't want people to know this year" he takes off his
boxers, I look down for a quick second then looked away. He caught me looking
and laughed. Deep down I wanted to look again.
He grabs a towel and wraps it around his waist. A fight breaks out in the
locker room.
We turn our heads, and one had his boxers on and the other one had just a towel
wrapped around his waist. The guy's towel fell off his hips and was now
fighting naked.
Penises were flying everywhere. I look at Brett from the corner of my eye and
he was looking at them intently, his jaw clinched. I look down and I see a
little bulge from his towel.
He puts a hand in front of his crotch to hide it. I felt a pulse downstairs,
and I shift on my feet to get rid of it but it didn't help. I put my hand in my
pocket of my gym short. And push it down. Brett turns away from the fight and
walks to the showers.
The two fighting were yelling at each other while fighting, some boys try to
break it up.
I go to my locker that's away from the fight and take off my clothes and grab a
towel and walk to the showers.
Brett was still showering when I walked in. I turned on the shower head and the
warm water hit my body and it felt wonderful. My back faced him.
Other guys were showering too, it felt like they were all looking at me but
they really weren't. I wash my hair then use the bar of soap to wash the sweat
off.
I turn around to rinse the soap off my back, and I see Brett's figure in the
steam. I run my hand down the back of my hair and neck. I could see his butt,
I'm not going to lie he has a nice firm butt. And I felt that pulse again but
stronger this time. I try to push it down but that made it worst. What the hell
is wrong with my body today?
Brett turns around and rinses his hair off from the shampoo. I turn back around
before he sees me and turn off the shower. I grab my towel from the hook on the
wall and wrap it around my hips.
I walk pass Brett and he looks at me before I leave completely. I walk to my
locker and put my boxers on. I put my shorts on and my shirt, I flinch when a
guy comes up and slams my locker shut.
I look up at him confused, enraged  "What the fuck dude" I yell at him "I saw
you looking at that guy in the showers" he holds my locker door shut.
"What the fuck are you talking about" I said aggressively "I'm talking about
you looking at that guy in the showers and getting hard from looking at him" he
repeated. He's talking about Brett obviously since he's the only one I looked
at.
I glare at this guy so hard I could burn a hole through his head. This is the
guy who was fighting naked"Yeah so, it's not like you haven't glanced at a
person naked before. Obviously you were watching me shower" I push his arm off
my locker to grab my backpack.
"And that guy in the showers his name is Brett and we're friends. Nothing else"
we glare at each other.
A arm is flung around my shoulders I look and it was Brett "Hey" Brett said to
the guy "I'm Brett" he holds out his hand to him. "Nick" he shakes his hand
quickly then leaves.
Brett notices me glaring "What" we leave the locker room "He thinks I'm gay" I
said, he looks at me confused "why does he think that" he frowned his eyebrows
"Just because I looked at you take a shower" I said and realized how wrong that
sounded.
"Not in that way but took a glance-I can't say it in a better way" I pinch the
bridge I my nose as we enter our Pre-Calc class.
We sit in the back where our seats were, he chuckles "I know what you mean. You
didn't tell him right" he sets his backpack on the ground, "No your secret is
still safe" I give him a reassuring smile. He nods his head relieved.
Class started and we did partnered work. Brett and I talked and did work at the
same time, "Do I look attractive to you" I whispered to him as we solved our
last problem for the class period.
He raises an eyebrow at me "Why do you ask" he said crossing his arms over his
chest "Because I see you check me out, especially when you were looking at my
butt in first period and you said nothing" I said.
His face goes red "Yeah you're attractive" I smile. We laugh and put our stuff
away as the class ended.
 
                                {brett_talbot}
Liam is a great guy and a great friend. I'm glad he's not that kind of person
who is homophobic. I'm happy he can keep this secret from the school.
He's gay too but he's too oblivious to know it. I know because I caught him
looking at me in the shower and got hard and when we saw that fight and tried
to stop it from happening by putting his hand in his pocket.
Yeah, he's gay all right. And I'm going to tell him, I already know he's not
going to believe me and then deny it. The ones in denial are the hard ones to
convince. Good thing I'm a great persuader. If you know what I mean. *wink
wink* I'll prove it today after school.
When lunch came Mason sat with us again. I think he likes me.
Mason is a very funny person, he talks a lot and isn't afraid to be gay in
school. I wish I was like that but last time I was an open gay in school I
moved states.
 
                                 {liam_dunbar}
{ld}
 
After school, I drove to Brett's house. We both pulled up to his house at the
same time. I park my car in the street and he parked on his driveway. "I'm
going to warn you, my mom is hella crazy" he said as we walked up to the front
door.
"Have you met my mom" I said smiling at him "Actually I did last night" he
smiled at me and unlocked the front door.
"Mom I'm home and I brought a friend over" he yelled as we walked further into
the house.
His house looked just like mine. His mom appears from around the corner I'm
guessing the living room "Hi" she holds out her hand "Hi, I'm Liam Dunbar" she
looked at Brett. She looked at him like they were talking telepathically.
I look up at him and he was looking at her. "We're going to just do homework
then go to the park and playing some lacrosse, come on we can work at the
table" he brushes by his mom and leads me to the kitchen table.
We pull out our homework. I start with English and he starts on his history.
His mom leaves us alone to do homework.
He checks to see if she was upstairs. He comes back in the kitchen "Does your
mom know that you're bi" I said writing a sentence in my notebook. "Yeah she
does" he sits on my right side beside me in a chair.
We continue to do work in silence, "Can I tell you something, that's about you"
he turns to look at me "Sure go ahead" I place my pencil down on my notebook.
"You're gay" he said and raises an eyebrow at me.
I frown. I'm confused. "No I'm not" I shake my head and turn back to my
homework. "Yes you are Liam, your just too blind to see" he leans against the
table.
"Brett, again I am not gay" I was angry at him "Yes you are, you're in denial
and I'll prove it" he said.
"Today, in first period you got hard when you saw that fight and you got hard
when you looked at me in the shower. You think I didn't see you but I did" I
know he's smirking even though I'm not looking at him.
Brett puts a had above my knee "Stop it," I said through gritted teeth "Like I
said I'm going to prove it to you" he rides his hand up my thigh.
My body felt warmer and I can feel my face go hot. "I'm serious Brett stop" I
said in a whisper. I bite my bottom involuntarily. My shorts feel tight and his
hand gets closer by the second.
I clinch my jaw. I want him to stop, but I can't seem to move my leg away. I
try to think of something else, something disgusting to keep me from getting
hard but I keep thinking about his hand getting closer.
His hand finally touches my crotch, he rubs it. I jump up and grab my stuff "I
told you" he points to my crotch area and I had a bulge through my shorts.
"I'm not gay, I'm only hard because of what you were doing." I walk to his
front door to leave. I unlock my car from my car keys, "Liam" he yelled after
me "I'm sorry. I won't do that again" I ignored him and got in my car.
I drive to my house and arrived less than thirty seconds. I take my things out
of the car and walk to the house.
 
                                {brett_talbot}
This isn't over yet. I go back inside the house.
"Brett what did you do" my mom's voice "I trying to prove to Liam that he's
gay, so I rode my hand up his thigh and he got hard. Then he left" I shrug my
shoulders and walked to the stairs.
"You need to stop" she grabbed my arm "what're you going to do? Makes us move
again because I'm taking an interest in a boy again" next I felt a stinging
sensation on my cheek and my head turned to the side.
I snatch my arm from her, and walk up the stairs to my room. "Brett I'm so
sorry I didn't meet to hit you" I slam my bedroom door.
***** Chapter 7 *****
                                { liam dunbar}
I walked in my house quickly trying to avoid my mom. I cover up my hard on with
my notebook I held. I need to take care this, right now.
"Honey, you hungry" my mom was walking to me. Shit. "Fuck" I mouthed to myself
"Did you have a snack at Brett's house" she leans up against the stairs post.
"No" I try to go up the stairs "you want a sandwich" she asked happily "Yes!
Mom yes I would love a sandwich" I said as politely as I can. I need to go to
my room. She looks at me suspiciously but let's go.
I shut my room door and lock it behind me. I throw my bag on my bed and went to
my bathroom.
I unzip my shorts and take my member out. It pops out and I take it in my hand.
I stroke it slowly.
A little moan escapes my lips while I jerked myself off. I put my free hand
against the sink for support. When I came moments later, I felt relieved and
out of breath.
I ripped some toilet paper off and wiped my tip off then washed my hands. I zip
my shorts up and left my bathroom.
How could Brett do that me? Why did he do that? I only got hard because his
hand was on my thigh then he palmed my dick then rubbed it.
Who wouldn't get hard from that?
I grab my bag and walk over to my desk. I pull out my homework to finish, I
couldn't finish it at Brett's because of what he was doing to me.
My mom tries open my room door "Open your door" I set my backpack down and get
up, I unlock the door "Why was your door locked" I take my sandwich from her
hands.
"No reason" I lied, I walk back over to my desk and set the plate down. I sit
down and turn in my swivel chair to face my mom.
"Did you have fun at Brett's house" she asked coming further into my room, I
don't know what to tell her. "We did some homework and that was it" I avoid my
mother's eye contact and focused on the necklace she was wearing.
"Oh okay" she nods her head then looks at the floor. Then back at me "Is that
what I think it is" she points to my shorts.
I look down at what she was pointing, it was cum. My heart starts to race in my
chest.
"No, that's toothpaste" I lied and then gave her a nervous smile. She narrows
her eyes at me "You had that on you all day" she crossed her arms over her
chest.
"I guess I didn't notice" I did a nervous chuckle.
"Okay" she walks to my bedroom door about to leave but turns around to look at
me "Don't forget to put your plate in the sink when you're down" then leaves my
room for good.
I let out a long breath that seemed like I held forever. I turn back to my desk
and grabbed my sandwich in my hands.
 
{ld}
 
I finished homework and put it away. My phone rings, I pick it up off my desk.
I look at the caller ID it was Brett, I let it go to voicemail.
It starts to vibrate and I bet it's Brett texting me. I pick up my phone again,
and look at my lock screen.
 
Brett
I am sorry for what I did today, putting my hands on you that way but I don't
regret it either. But I'm not going to stop trying to prove to you that you are
gay. I bet when you got home you jerked off too, but that's none of my
business. And I'm going to ask you something next year and you're answer is
going to be yes. But you'll never see it coming either.
 
I roll my eyes and throw my phone to my bed. I look out my window and it was
dark outside.
I walk to my bathroom, I turn on my the shower head and strip out of all my
clothes. The warm water felt amazing against my skin.
I just can't get over how Brett did that to me. I'm not gay, he doesn't need to
prove anything.
He's so stupid, with his stupid idea of trying to prove something that's not
true. With his stupid hands touching my thigh and then... Slowing riding up my
thigh, getting closer and closer. I bite my bottom lip. Until he touches my
crotch, palming it through my shorts then rubbing it slowly.
I open my eyes realizing I was fantasying about Brett touching me again. I felt
a pulse and I was hard again, I wrap my fingers around my shaft and stroke it
slowly.
My eyes shut and my head falls back, the water hit my chest and stomach. I bite
my bottom lip, a little moan escapes my lips.
I gasped when I came. I panted, I bathed myself then got out. I wrapped my
towel around my hips, I turn off my bathroom light and stepped into my room. I
never masturbated twice in a day. But I got be honest it felt good to do it
twice.
Brett was standing next my desk when I came out, "What the fucking hell are you
doing in my room" I held my towel up on my hips "Your mom let me in" he picked
up a book off my desk then set back down.
"You need to get out, now" I walk over to my door and opened it. He didn't move
away from my desk, "Not yet, but did you get my text" he looks at me. I hold
onto the door knob "No I didn't."
He walks to where I am, he leans closer to me. He had a bruise on his left
cheek. 
He leans to my ear "Yeah you did, you read it from your lock screen but didn't
open it" he whispers to my ear and that sent shivers down my spine. I hold onto
the door knob tightly.
He places a hand on my left hip, his warm fingers touched my skin and towel.
His touch burned against my skin and through the towel. His breath cooled my
ear.
He takes his hand away and leaves. I exhale sharply, I never knew how close he
could get to me for me to stop breathing.
 
***** Chapter 8 *****
                                {brett_talbot}
One Month Later (September)
I fix the nets in my lacrosse stick, lacrosse tryouts is tomorrow and I have to
be ready if I want to be on the team.
Liam has been avoiding me for a whole month. He switched seats in our classes
together so we don't sit next to one another.
He even avoids me in Advanced P.E.. And that's hard to do since we workout and
need to help each other.
Whenever I look at him, he's looking straight ahead avoiding eye contact. I
don't text him, call him, or sit with him at lunch. I guess he needs space from
me and take in the information I gave him, about being gay. And touching his
thigh just made it worse.
My feelings towards him get's stronger and I can't help it. He's fucking
adorable, hot, sexy, and many other words that can describe as being hot, and
his shortness is not helping at all. But I don't want to rush things with Liam
because he still believes he's straight as a stick, but he's not, he's a
straight up broken stick in multiple places.
I tried to talk to him a couple of weeks ago, and he punched me in the face
twice. And told me to stay away from him. Even though he's shorter than me, he
can still fight.
Now, when I sit at lunch people stare at me. They all want to know what the
fight was about and they will never know.
Nick, the guy that was fighting in the boys locker room, bullies me and I
really don't give fuck either because all he does is threaten me and sometimes
push me around. He thinks I'm gay, and he wants to tell everybody in the
school. He is popular and kids will probably believe him. Nick even ambushed me
in the boys locker room, to get me alone.
"I know you're fucking gay, I see you looking at Liam when he works out. And I
know you don't want people to know about you. So I'll make a deal with you, you
either blow me or I tell the whole school that you're a queer. And I know some
homophobic people." He smirked at me, "No I'm not doing that shit" I try to
walk past him.
He grabs my arm and pulls me back "And I will tell everybody about Liam too" he
seethed at me. I didn't want people to know about Liam, if they didn't Liam
would hate me even more and never talk to me again. I snatch my arm away, I set
my backpack down on the ground as got I my knees.
And he took out his member.
I shiver at the memory. When I got home I brushed my teeth until they bled.
Liam talks to Mason now. They've gotten really close which makes me jealous. I
want that for me and Liam, to talk again and be friends or more if he can stop
being a stubborn little brat and just believe me, when I say he's gay.
"Honey the guests are here" she opens my bedroom door, "why aren't you ready
for the party" she shuts my door softly and sits next to me on my bed.
"I don't want to go to the party" I continued to do fix my lacrosse stick net,
"Why?" She asked "Because you invited Liam's mom and I already know he's not
going to be down there. And plus, right now Liam and I are not on speaking
terms still" I look at her from my net.
Her hair was done real nice with sparkling berets and she wore nice pearl
earrings with a pearl necklace and a blue fitting dress with black sandals. I
guess the party she's having is fancy.
"You never know he might actually come. And you need to talk to him again and
this is your only chance. This could be a sign for you" she places a hand on my
back. And I shrug it off "Why do you even care, you never did accept me for who
I am" I stood up and went to put my lacrosse stick away in my closet.
"Because I realize a good mother would love their son for what they become. And
I want to be that good mother" she stands up "I hope you change your mind and
come downstairs to the party" she walks to my door and leaves.
I could hear light music playing from downstairs. I could go downstairs and
just avoid Liam or go downstairs and try to talk to Liam and get punched in the
face again in front of everybody. Decisions, decisions. Well, I'm going to take
a risk and talk to him.
I brush my teeth while I was in shower then get out. I go through my closet and
put out a nice white long sleeved button down shirt and slack pants with a
belt.
I put on my white long sleeved button down shirt and left two buttons undone,
and roll my sleeves up to my elbows. I put on my slack pants and looped the
belt on me. I put on black socks and my dress shoes. I tuck in my shirt a
little.
I go to my bathroom and do my hair. Running my fingers through the curls,
pushing them back.
I leave my bathroom and room. The music was still playing faintly and I could
hear people chatting. I take a deep breath and walk down the stairs.
When I got down the last two steps I got some attention. They stared at me as
if I was the most important person of the party. I smile lightly and continued
down the last two steps. There was a couple of old people and some that were
young too.
I found my mom and walked over to her. "I'm glad you came down" she said as I
reached her, I smile at her then gave her a kiss on the cheek and a hug. I turn
to see who she is talking too. Liam's mom.
"Hi, Brett how've you been" she places a hand on my right bicep then takes it
away.
"I'm doing good how about you Ms. Dunbar" I smile at her, she was really pretty
for her age. Her short hair was done in a ponytail and wore a navy blue dress
with white sandals.
"I'm doing well, Liam and I went to this amazing restaurant yesterday. They
have the best bread sticks ever" she smiles from ear to ear. I smile even
wider.
"Where is Liam by the way" mom asked Ms. Dunbar "He said he didn't want to come
but I told him to think it over" she held her plastic wine glass close to her
chest. I was slightly disappointed that he's not coming but deep down I knew he
wasn't coming anyway.
I look down at her drink then to her chest. She wore a beautiful gold necklace
with a cross. "That is a beautiful necklace you're wearing" I pointed to her
chest, she looks down at her necklace and places a hand to it "Well thank you
Brett, my first love gave me this necklace" she smiles then it falters. I
wanted to asked who her first love was but that's none of my business.
"Mom, do you mind if I had a glass of wine too" I turned to her and smile. She
looks at me thinking "I guess you could, you're nineteen, in two years you'll
be twenty one. But only one glass" she held up a finger to me.
I kiss her cheek once more then left for the kitchen. There was one or two
people in the kitchen chatting away, I grab the plastic wine glass and the wine
bottle, it was red wine.
I set the bottle back down on the counter. I took a sip of the wine and it was
good, I put my left hand in my pocket and held the wine in my other hand.
"Brett" my eyes go wide, a voice I thought I would never hear today or ever
again.
***** Chapter 9 *****
                                 {liam_dunbar}
I have come to terms with my sexuality.
I am gay.
I never thought I would be saying these words, ever.
"I am gay" I said as I looked in my bathroom mirror, it feels and tastes funny
coming out of my mouth.
But I never felt attracted to boys before, until Brett came along. I didn't
want to believe him when he told me, but now I do.
I shut my light off and grabbed my phone and car keys and left my room. My mom
had already left for the party at Brett's house.
I turn off the lights in the house and left locking the door with the house key
that was attached to my car keys. I smile at myself, I feel free.
I look down at my dress shoes almost clacking sound against the concert ground.
I had on black slack pants and a dark blue polo shirt.
When Brett's house came into view, six cars were parked along the sidewalk. I
speed up my pace eager to see Brett for some reason.
I open his front door and walked in, there was old couples and young couples
also. I shut the door behind me. I spot my mom talking to Ms. Talbot, smile and
walk to her.
"You changed your mind huh" she kisses my cheek, "Hi Ms. Talbot" I wave to her
"You look nice Liam" she smile at me. "So do you, you look beautiful" I smile
at her.
"What're you ladies talking about anyway" I asked wrapping my arm around my
mom's waist "Just talking about how you and Brett don't hang out anymore" my
mom looks at me, I know that look she's giving me. It's the look that's saying
ask-the-question-that-you-want-to-ask-so-bad look.
"Where is Brett"I asked looking at Ms. Talbot, she smiles at me from ear to ear
"He's in the kitchen getting wine" she looks at my mother smiling then back at
me.
I smile lightly then take my arm away from my mom's waist. I walk to where the
kitchen was and see Brett, his back is towards me. His white long sleeved
button down shirt looked tight on his body. His slack pants made his butt look
bigger too.
"Brett" my voice almost shaking, I'm nervous. His head raises up and his ears
twitch at the sound of my voice.
He turns around slowly. His long sleeves were rolled up to his elbows, he held
his wine glass up to his stomach.
We just stood there looking at each other, people walked by us and didn't care
that we took up the kitchen area.
"You dress up nice" I said breaking the awkward silence.
"I'm scared that if I talk to you you'd punch me again" he chuckles softly, I
shake my head "No I'm not going to punch you." He looks down at his wine then
back at me "Thanks, so do you" I smile.
"I wanted to talk, in private" I look around the kitchen. There was people in
the kitchen chit chatting and eating.
"Okay, follow me" he walks past me and I could smell his cologne, and it smelt
amazing.
I follow him upstairs, we stop in the hallway and I lean up against the wall
and he did the same propping up his foot against the wall.
"I want to say I'm sorry for fighting you at school, and avoiding you also" I
put my hands in my pockets. "It's okay I don't blame you, I would punch myself
too" he rubs the back of his neck and drinks his wine.
"And I believe you now" I said, he stops drinking and looks at me "About what"
he drops his foot to the floor from the wall.
"You know what I'm talking about" I narrow my eyes at him. "Does this mean I
don't have to prove to you that you are anymore" he pushes himself off the
wall, so he stood up straight.
I shake my head no "Good because I was going to do something stupid and maybe
ruin are friendship forever" he setting down his wine glass on a little shelf
in the hallway. "Like what" I tilt my head to the side.
"Kissing you" he looks down at me, him mentioning a kiss makes me want a kiss
all of a sudden.
He walks closer to me, he leans down and slowly places his right hand against
the side of my face so he touched my ear and cheek.
I stood still, my hands by my side, my breathing quickened. He hovers over my
lips, his hot minty breath was warming my lips.
I leaned against the wall even more, as if I was trying to get away but wasn't.
He rubbed his lips against mine for a quick millisecond as if teasing me.
A whimper almost escaped my lips but didn't. He did it again.
When he finally placed his lips against mine they sent hot tingles all
throughout my face and I wanted more of that.
He takes my left hand and slides it against his hip then to his lower back.
He was tall so I had to look up and kiss him with a strained neck. He pulled
away and looked at me.
"How was that" he asked trying to calm his breathing, I kept my hand on his
lower back "Weird" I said honestly. He chuckles, "What to do it again" he asked
I nod my head slowly.
He leans in again slowly and reconnects our lips. This time he licks the bottom
of my lip, and I open my mouth more. His tongue met with mine and we both
wanted to be dominate, we moved slow not rushing things.
He presses his body up against mine and I felt his hard member against my
thigh. And it made me hard, he smiled in the kiss.
Footsteps were coming up the steps and I softly pushed Brett off me and wiped
my mouth.
Brett just grabbed his wine and stood there like nothing happen but placed his
wine glass in two of his hands in front of his hard member covering it up
nicely. I just stood there awkwardly.
It was just an old guy going to the guest bathroom.
I look over at Brett, "You worry to much." He comes back and stands in front of
me, he wraps his arm, that held the wine glass, around my neck. "These people
don't care about anything, okay" he puts his other hand on my left hip.
Leaning down connecting our lips again, I felt the same thing with the tingles
and they felt stronger. I put a hand on his waist and pull him closer to me.
I pull away. I look up at him, we didn't say anything.
I get out from under him "I can't" I said as I walked back downstairs. I run a
hand through my hair, kissing was a mistake. I just came to terms of accepting
myself and then we kiss, no I can't starting him like that just yet.
 
***** Chapter 10 *****
Chapter Notes
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                                {brett_talbot}

I messed it up again. I should not have kissed him like that. I'm so stupid. He
might not even talk to me ever again.
I'm such a douche, he just came to terms of his sexuality and I kiss him. He
doesn't like me like that, we're friends and now I put it on the border line of
becoming an ex-friend.
I'm such an idiot!
He left down the stairs back to the party and left me upstairs alone. I run a
hand through my hair then grabbed my plastic wine glass.
I sigh and went downstairs. The living room was filled with more people than
before.
I seen my mom chatting with her guests, they laughed and smiled at her. She saw
me, smiled and gestured for me to come to her.
I walk further down the stairs and by her side, I greet the guest she was
chatting with.
I look across the room and Liam was still here with his mom. He catches me
staring at him before I could look away, I sip my wine. And get into the deep
conversation that was going on in front of me.
When the conversation was done my mom pulls me to the side. "Excuse me I need a
word with my son" said mom as she placed a hand on my waist, we walk to the
kitchen.
The kitchen was empty, "What's going on" she puts her hands on her hips in a
parenting way. I rub the back of my neck and dump the rest of my wine in the
sink.
"I kissed Liam" I said turning back to her, she gasps softly and hits the left
side of my head "Ow, what?!" I put my left hand on the side of my head.
"You know what! I thought you were smarter than that" she yelled whispered "I
know, I hate myself for doing it, but that it was the gay hormonal side of me.
I couldn't help it," I lean up against the counter.
She shakes her head "Brett, is he even gay did he tell you" I nod my head.
"I know I made a huge mistake by doing that but I took a chance at it. I
haven't kissed someone in so long an it felt great doing it." I lower my voice
to a whisper, "He even kissed back, when I pulled away from the kiss once I
asked if he wanted to do it again and he said yes. He got hard and pulled me
closer." I stop talking when someone came in the kitchen to get something to
drink.
"Did someone catch you guys kissing" she asked once the guy left for good,
"Well an old guy went to the bathroom but didn't catch us because Liam pushed
me away" I shrug my shoulders "Good because Liam's not ready for that. Deep
inside him he's still confused about himself" I nod my head understanding her.
I know what she meant because I went through the same thing like Liam. I was
confused and struggled. My ex-girlfriend, Brittany, broke up with me because I
was spending more time with Cole, my ex-boyfriend, and I wasn't spending time
with her. So she cheated on me with another guy. I was depressed for a bit then
just gave in an accepted myself for who I really was and got with Cole. Cole
and I were together for eight months then had to break up because Brittany
caught us making out and recorded us then sent it to our parents and posted it
up on social media.
His father was furious and told me to stay away from Cole, but you know
teenagers we don't listen what's so ever.
 
Me
I'm outside
Cole
Okay the window is open
 
I stuff my phone in my pocket and climb up the side of his house. I crawl
through his window.
It was nighttime, the neighborhood was dark.
I drop to the floor with a thud, "Shut up my dad's going to hear you" Cole said
helping me off the floor "Sorry" he helps me up. His room was dark.
He shuts the window quietly, hurried footsteps were coming to his bedroom door.
"Quick hide under my bed" he pushes me to his bed and I crawl under it. He
jumps on his bed and turns on his nightstand lamp.
The door swings open hitting the wall behind it "He's here isn't he" his dad
comes into the room and walks to his closest and to the window.
"What the fuck, all I did was drop my basketball from the closest. I'm not a
girl. I don't sneak boys into my room, what do I look like a fuckboy" I smile
trying not to laugh, I cover my mouth with my hand.
It was quiet for a couple of seconds then the bedroom door shut. I waited a bit
long to come out, and a good thing I did because he came back in "What there's
still no boy" Cole said with annoyance and irritation.
The door shut again and I waited a bit long. When he didn't come back in I got
out from under the bed. Cole got off his bed and locked the door. I took my
jacket off and put it on his beanbag.
He comes to me quickly and wraps his arms around my neck and smashes his lips
against mine.
I wrap my arms around his waist. He pulls away and buries his face in the crook
of my neck. "I'm moving away" I whispered in his ear. He didn't say anything
but squeeze me tighter.
He pulls away and looks at me "To where" he leans his forehead against mine "To
Georgia" he sighs his cool minty breath hits my lips "When" he asked playing
with the nape of my hair. "In two days" he shakes his head.
"I'm sorry this is happening, this is all my fault" I said pulling away from
him and sitting on his bed. I put my head in my hands. He comes and sits next
to me "This isn't your fault Brett, this was bound to happen sooner or later.
We were just too caught up in our fantasy of never getting caught. Sure, we
were trying to be careful but we would slip up." He puts a hand to my back and
rubs it.
I raise my head up and look up at him. I lean in and kiss him. I place my hand
on his thigh. I slip my tongue in his mouth.
We pull our shirts off disconnecting our lips for a split second then
reconnecting them. He lays back on his bed I climb on top of him.
I kiss down his neck and collarbone, he moans I put my finger to his lips to
shush him. I slide my finger down his lips, he grabs my wrist and sucks on my
finger which makes me rock hard.
I raise up off him, I kick my shoes off and try to unbuckle my jean pants while
I do this he pulls down his basketball shorts and throws them on the floor.
When I finally get out of my pants, I throw them on the floor next to his
shorts.
I lean back down and kiss on his chest, stomach and hips. He runs a hand
through my hair as I pulled out his hard member. I licked his tip then took him
whole. He thrusted his hips into my mouth making me take him all in.
I reach down and grab myself. Stroked myself just as fast as I blew him. When I
came in my hand, I stopped blowing him and kissed up his stomach and chest.
He turned me over so he got on top of me. He licked down my chest and nipped at
my nipples. He wrapped his cold fingers around my member and stroked me slowly.
We both moaned lightly trying to be quiet. I touched his member and stroked him
too and he came.
He got off of me and laid beside me. "Let's do it" he said I frown at him "You
sure" I asked raising up to look at him "Yes I'm sure. I'll be fine" he said.
He reached in his nightstand and took out a condom. I took my boxers off and he
did the same, I took the condom and ripped the plastic off carefully.
Cole laid on his stomach. I settle between his legs, my tip touches his
entrance "Ready" I asked he nods his head in the pillow. I enter him slowly, he
groans in the pillow. He felt so warm around me, he squeezed me.
I place a hand on his hip, I go in deeper. He groans a bit louder, he grips his
pillow I thrust in and out slowly as possible. I kiss the back of his neck, I
intertwine my other hand with his.
"Are you okay" I whispered in his ear "Y-" I thrusted into him again "Y-Yeah"
he said shaky. His breath quickened. "I need to lay on my side" he said and
then I pulled out of him. He turns to his side and I spoon him.
"Okay better" he said, I grab my member and enter him again. He touches my
thigh, I put my hand on his hip and thrust into him a little harder. I grab his
member and stroked him.
He turns his head to kiss me hungrily and places his hand my cheek. I thrusted
into him harder than before and he moaned my name and I moaned his.
"Brett are you listening me" was what I heard when I snapped out of my day
dreaming. I shake my head trying to clear my head "What" I said my mouth hung
half way open.
"You need to give Liam some tim-" she looks down and whispers "Do you have an
erection Brett?" I look down and I was hard. I could feel my face go hot and
probably red as a tomato.
I place my hand in front of me, I look up and my mom frowns at me "What were
you thinking about" she grabs my arm that was covering myself and drags me
upstairs away from everybody.
"I was thinking about Cole" I said going to the guest bathroom, I kept the door
open for my mom to look in. She didn't fully come into the bathroom but she
stood in the doorway.
"What about Cole" she asked again. She doesn't know Cole and I had sex, I want
to tell a lie about what I was thinking about Cole but sooner or later she'll
find out that I was lying. "I was thinking about when we both had sex" I
whispered shamefully.
Her eyes go wide "You guys did what?!" She yelled probably making the guest
look upstairs. She comes further into the bathroom and shuts the door.
 
Chapter End Notes
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***** Chapter 11 *****
Chapter Notes
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                                {brett_talbot}

I back up from her scared she might hit the side of my head again.
"You had sex with Cole?! When did this happen" she yell whispered to me. "Two
days before we moved here, that day I came home in late and you asked where I
was and I told you I went for a walk." I moved my hand away from my crotch.
I was still kind of hard "Oh my god I can't believe-" she held a hand to her
forehead and her other hand on her hip.
"-you had sex with Cole. And now I have these images of you two in my head
together in a sexual way" she shakes her head. "It's not like it wasn't going
to happen" I shrug my shoulders.
She looks down again "Your still erected, stop it" she covered her face in
embarrassment.
"I can't mom. It's not something I can control with a remote" I whispered
loudly.
There was a knock at the door "Just a minute please" said mom politely, "Fix it
before you leave this bathroom." She said in a final tone. She leaves the
bathroom and before the door shuts, I look to see who knocked, it was Ms.
Dunbar.
I walk closer to the door to listen. "I'm just letting you know Liam and I are
leaving now." Said Ms. Dunbar "Oh okay, already? You just got here" Ms. Dunbar
has been here for like an hour or so it's not like she stayed for thirty
minutes or something. Liam only stayed for at least fifteen to twenty minutes.
"I know. But I have work in the morning and I have to get up early" Ms. Dunbar
explained. I know that's not why they're really leaving, it's because of me.
"That's not the real reason is it, Jacqueline"my mom said to Ms. Dunbar, "Me
personally Kristine, I don't want to go but Liam does."
I lean my forehead against the door, so disappointed and ashamed of myself. I
open the door towering over my mom and Ms. Dunbar.
"Hi Brett, Liam and I are leaving" she comes closer to me and gives me a hug, I
hug her back. She pulls away and I smile at her "I hope you had fun partying" I
smiled wider at her. "I did have fun" she said. I sneak from behind my mother
and going downstairs. Ms. Dunbar stayed upstairs talking to my mom.
I'm trying to find Liam and apologize. I see him talking to a young couple, I
tap him on the shoulder. He turns around with a smile on lips but he realized
it was me and it falters.
 "I need to talk to you" I said whispering in his ear, I keep some distance
from his ear so it's not so close in a sexual proximity. He doesn't say
anything "I'm not going to try anything okay."
He nods his head, I inhale and exhale deeply and tell him we're going outside.
I shut the door behind me, outside was so quiet all you could hear was crickets
chirping and an occasional dog bark.
"I want to start off by saying I am deeply sorry for what I did upstairs and
I'm not going to ever try something like that again" I said calmly and quietly.
He stayed quiet.
"I would understand if you need some space, hell I would understand if you
never talked to me. But I just want to let you know that I am very sorry" I
stay quiet letting him think and comprehend what I said.
He opened his mouth to say something but was interrupted by his mother coming
outside. "Well see you guys later, it was nice party" they both get in his
mom's car and back out of my driveway.
   I sigh and stuff my hands in my pockets.
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